addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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my body is really annoying me. wish penny was here for me to moan and complain about this to :( i love her vacuum cleaner.
recently had a bad dream. guess i can't always have dreams about buffets. ...sigh the dream was so scary. and sad. and ......even now, it hurts to remember. am wondering if i should accept the invitation. will it make me feel worse? or is it something i need to do?..
blocks are like THIS near. anxiety is kicking in and i can feel myself getting more stupid again. traffic lights on my face are out again.
AHH. there's SERIOUSLY got to be more to life than all this... must remain optimistic and futuristic.
go me..